Showing posts with label Heart to Hearts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Heart to Hearts. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Post No. 80

Do you remember that feeling?
The warmth that will make your heart flutter.

I yearn for that feeling again.


You know you are loved when if you run he runs after you.
You know you are loved when he'd climb a thousand walls for you.
You know you are loved when he'd drive to your place 2 in the morning just cuz you were hungry and you feel like maccas.
You know you are loved when thing's he did for you are just so sweet and you'd fill your diary will every single detail so you'll won't forget anything.
You know you are loved when he'd hold your hands just for you not to feel so lonely.

You know you somewhat found a piece of yourself when you found him.





I must be a box of vintage puzzle. Waiting to be found. Waiting to be pieced together to be complete again. Parts of me might be missing after being left for so long. But I know you'd figure a way to substitute the missing pieces. Tho not perfect, they might as well be.



To you. I wonder. Who you'd be.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Post No. 34

For whatever reason, I seemed to be very into FB video now. and yesterday I came across 快婿临门.
I don't know if anyone have heard of this, but its basically a short Malaysian sketch. 

The first thing that strikes me was. it was so    malaysian. 
and not to mention really really funny.

for that I search high and low for the complete episode of videos. and found it today :) 

content wise. it was. almost rubbish. all it was was cameras following 4 individuals randomly coupled to test the reaction of themselves and the people around them. they have to play *fake* husbands and wives.
but thats not the point. the point was the malaysian essence in it. at least for me anyways.

after staying in sydney for the past 3 years (minus the 2 months holiday back in KL), I kinda got used to the way sydney-ers roll. I blend myself into the city. 

but after seeing this video. and a out of the blue random chat to long lost bud on skype. it made me realise how much I miss KL. and how much I miss home. how much i miss the 3 years that I've left behind.

being here is about finding a new me. a better me. but somehow you cant help but wonder. what will it be like? what will I be like if I stayed.

initially, watching the video, listening to the way they speak reflects to the way I used to speak. I still talk like that occasionally, but no so much anymore. it was fun talking like that, the lahs, and the rojak of language. I learn to appreciate the flawed Malaysian English or the way silly way I used to speak mandarin. at times like this, I find it to be heart warming. 

they also shot a scene in SS2 pasar. the place that I will drop by to pick up stuff. go to the bank for me mumsie. I screamed "OMG SS2!!!" to no one. the place was just the opposite of where my parents works.

little things like these. like everything else we take granted off just seemed to golden at times like these. It gave me and my brother a serious case of homesick. at this moment, we will give anything to go back for summer holidays. I set out to write a review of this sketch, but it turned out to be a somewhat deep reflection of how I was. reminding myself how I am at a non superficial level. 

Today. I searched obsessively of every source that gives me a little bit of taste of Malaysia. blogs photograph videos streaming radio stations. Just for a glimpse of the place I miss so much right now.






Thursday, May 27, 2010

Post No. 31








(Turnaround) Every now and then
I get a little bit lonely
and you're never coming around 

(Turnaround)
Every now and then
I get a little bit tired
of listening to the sound of my tears 
(Turnaround)
Every now and then
I get a little bit nervous
that
the best of all the years have gone by
(Turnaround)
Every now and then
I get a little bit terrified
and then I see the look in your eyes
(Turnaround bright eyes)
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight 


Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart


Monday, February 1, 2010

Post No. 10

Being in a relationship can change people. People dont act like they much used to. Its like something I once read in a book, girls who starts noticing boys or started to be in relationships can suddenly bond over their lastest find. Much of closest friends of mine have been in relationships I guess, and sometimes I just cannot seemed to break into their convo when they are talking bout their bf/gf cuz I *sadly* have not been in a proper relationship. Damn fail, I know. Yes, I do have those occassional crushes but its not really the same. I am unable give my two cents worth when they are talking bout those juicy bits. I admit I am interested, I am curious, and outmost, I am jealous.


I really do not know what more I can do, other than change the way I think. I have to stop thinking and fretting over this matter. These things will and should happen in the most natural manner. I SHOULD SERIOUSLY STOP.