Post No. 62

had this epiphany to evaluate my life. took a step back, and had a good look.
nothing-ness.

devoted almost my entire holiday to waiting. but am never really sure of what I was waiting for. I opened up everything. facebook.msn.skype.mobile. but they are there, all good to go. but then. there is nothing. I never knew what I was waiting for. but I've waited. Night after night. I've waited and waited. nothingness. I tried to make myself understand my actions. and failed. and yet. I'm still there waiting.

I guess I've never realized how tired I am. physically and mentally.