Post No. 81

handed in my last major assignment for the semester this arvo. I feels good to know that there will be no more lengthy essays to write. no more late late nights trying race against time to make it to the deadline. having said that. I guess it is probably time to hits the books. hard. turning over a new leaf remember? Starting revisions a month ahead of the finals should be a pretty good start. 

found a job at dural 6 weeks ago. and started my first shift round that time too. my first job. had the usual intimidated feeling when starting a new job just like everyone else. but yeh. things were smooth sailing for a month. until last week. two of my most horrible shift to date. i keep stuffing up getting things wrong. it really did affect my self esteem and my confidence. my day was ruined. and I broke down. felt a lot better after crying. another shift tomorrow. praying I won't stuff up as much. no I hope I won't get anything wring at all. 

two more months till life lights up again.