31st July
Shiyun. one of my longest. bestest friend ever. the one that I depend on the most.
Have a wonderful day my dear
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
Post No. 62
had this epiphany to evaluate my life. took a step back, and had a good look.
nothing-ness.
devoted almost my entire holiday to waiting. but am never really sure of what I was waiting for. I opened up everything. facebook.msn.skype.mobile. but they are there, all good to go. but then. there is nothing. I never knew what I was waiting for. but I've waited. Night after night. I've waited and waited. nothingness. I tried to make myself understand my actions. and failed. and yet. I'm still there waiting.
I guess I've never realized how tired I am. physically and mentally.
nothing-ness.
devoted almost my entire holiday to waiting. but am never really sure of what I was waiting for. I opened up everything. facebook.msn.skype.mobile. but they are there, all good to go. but then. there is nothing. I never knew what I was waiting for. but I've waited. Night after night. I've waited and waited. nothingness. I tried to make myself understand my actions. and failed. and yet. I'm still there waiting.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Post No. 61
Bills.
they make me cringe alot. once. I was a innocent little girl who will not have to worry a single shit on bills and payments. now. I've grown up and trying to learn and accept the daily, menial duties of running a household. and one thing that annoys me the most are bills. monthly, quarterly, water bills, phone and broadband bills, electric bills, credit card bills. bills. bills. bills. its feels like someone is at your door every three days asking for payments, for money. it gets overwhelming at times.
since when basic necessities in life like water, gas, and electricity have to cost so much. all I care about is when I turn on a switch, the lights go on. when I turn on the tap, water runs. When I turn on the computer, the internet is up and ready to go.
who cares about rates, bandwidth limits and off peak and peak hours.
we use them because we need them. but everything in life is now so commercialize because people wants to squeeze the most profit out of everything. my eyes ogled when the bills came. I almost didn't understand most of it.
I wish life was simpler. no hidden service charges or asterisks.
they make me cringe alot. once. I was a innocent little girl who will not have to worry a single shit on bills and payments. now. I've grown up and trying to learn and accept the daily, menial duties of running a household. and one thing that annoys me the most are bills. monthly, quarterly, water bills, phone and broadband bills, electric bills, credit card bills. bills. bills. bills. its feels like someone is at your door every three days asking for payments, for money. it gets overwhelming at times.
since when basic necessities in life like water, gas, and electricity have to cost so much. all I care about is when I turn on a switch, the lights go on. when I turn on the tap, water runs. When I turn on the computer, the internet is up and ready to go.
who cares about rates, bandwidth limits and off peak and peak hours.
we use them because we need them. but everything in life is now so commercialize because people wants to squeeze the most profit out of everything. my eyes ogled when the bills came. I almost didn't understand most of it.
I wish life was simpler. no hidden service charges or asterisks.
Friday, July 23, 2010
Post No. 60
Sydney Visit. Day 2
We didn't do much that day. All of us woke up late. I forgot what we were doing the previous night. but yeah. by the time we got to the city. it was noon-ish. so Hyde Park it was. parks are just the best place for everything. who knew there will be so much going on. performers, gigantic chess board. museums. who knew just hanging out in the greens can be such fun.
Post No. 59
An impromptu date with Eclipse today♥
Eclipse is better than the first two installments, Twilight and New Moon. Eclipse bring more excitement. A better plot than the first two. This installment of the saga also brought in couple of fresh faces. One that I particularly adore is.
tell me how not to love Riley Bier. He is soooooooo much better looking than Edward and Jacob.
what a pity! He should have stay a lil longer in the saga *tho that will be going against the original plot*. ohwell.
The Team Edward vs Team Jacob debate.
stagnant. I really cannot decide who I prefer. Edward just looked plain awkward and Jacob is just sooo young. Tho these pictures just make them so much more yummy. I like the idea of Edward. Somehow. the movie just failed to translate Edward from the novels. haha. maybe this shows how rare and impossible is it to find someone so perfect ;))
If I really have to choose. I choose Emmett. HAhahahah.
Overall. I enjoyed myself. It got me excited tho I guess most of us already know the storyline. Also. It made me wish I can fall in love again. there and then. HA. if only it was this easy.
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