Post No.95

2010 is wrapping up today. Couple more hours to go, and there goes the year.

To sum everything up, 2010 is the year...

1) I moved out to a new place with my brother to start an independent life by ourselves. We learned how to run a household and do everything by ourselves.

2) I got a taste of my somewhat freedom. no one looking over my shoulders and I sorta can do much that I want. 

3) I got a job. Earned my own bucks. and loves the feeling of spending my own money. without any guilt.

4) I started my first year in uni, working on my bachelor degree. rawrrr.

5) I realised how costly is it to maintain a household. bills bills bills.

6) I got my Malaysian P's. abit slower than everyone else. but fuck. I still get to drive. yeh. Australian red P's in the process as we speak. 

7) I hit 20. two decades into my life. 

8) I got myself an Iphone4. with my own bucks. not even looking back to the Nokias, Sonys. Best thing ever.

9) I discovered macaroon goodness. ohhyummm. and other gourmet fine dining foods. Masterchef FTW. and not forgetting bubble teas. 

10) I cannot wait to be done with. because everything is in monotone. no sparks. no colours. no whatsoever.

Still. 

Happy New Years. 

2011. come quickly please.

Post No. 94

was supposed to post this on Christmas Day itself. but somehow I just never got around doing. Christmas is over. but I must still share this. Joseph Vincent's rendition of "have yourself a merry little christmas". almost put me to tears the first time I saw this video. it was kinda sweet touching. hope it does the same for you too.



On another note. its new years eve. so Happy New Year. and Merry Christmas?

Post No.93

Months and months of anticipation, it is time to go home :)))

Boarding tomorrow. Gahhhh. Long flight ahead. 

See y'all soon :)))

Post No. 92

All I want for Christmas...

good pair(s) of heels

a full set of quality make-up brushes

"magic" the cure lotion.

DSLR quality compact camera.

iPad. 

Macbook Pro.

So what is on your wishlist?

Post No. 91

Sometimes I wonder if it's wrong to plan and anticipate too obsessively. I like planning. Writing down list after list of grocery to shop, things to do, places to visit, people to see. Planning is like putting my life in front of my eyes, I can see the way it is heading or even determine how do I get to the position that I want it to go. Planning also brings anticipation. When you take the time to determine the next step of life, you expect it to happen that way. I'd like to think I am a person that likes, or even love surprises, but I guess in truth, I spent too much time anticipating to surprise, and the surprise turned out to be a let down. At this point, I resemble myself to Blair Waldorf. Like her, I like to take care of every single detail of everything. Everything has to be perfect. To have perfection, there has to be control. But when control gets out of hand, it turns into an obsession. I think that's what I have become, an obsessive monster.