Post No. 42

Don't you just have bandwidth limit? I do. Very much. I'm only 11 days into this months limit and I've pretty much used up half the peak hours limit and all of the off peak limit. X{ not happpy.
Why can't they just have it like I used to at Malaysia. UNLIMITED.

Speaking of Malaysia. the ticket that I bought for December, I cant bring any luggage cept for the my hand carrier. Awesomeness. I get to buy so many things now. Wuhahahahahaha.

My past week was spent on me doing nothing but

I LOVE TAIWANESE DRAMA.

I know they are the most unrealistic thing. but sometimes it doesn't hurt to dream a little bit.
no to mention. look at the guy. so cute klaaa. I want too. Where to find?

Post No. 41

my digital olympus served me well for the past 3 years. its best used at places with sunlight, but its terrible at dim lighted places. But I guess its about time for a new one. Trying to upgrade from normal digital cameras to DSLR. I mad love the qualities of the photos taken from DSLR! So I've decided no matter what also must get a camera with DSLR qualities.

Hence, I present.

Olympus PEN EP1

I'm not really familiar with the specific qualities of this camera but I know it takes ass whoopping amazing photos. Plus. I no longer have to edit my photos. cuz since all I do is mess with the colours of the photo. This camera does the job for you. Easy peasy. saves times. LOVE. The camera has DSLR qualities, and you can get separate lenses for it. LOOK AT THE EXTERIOR. not bulky, and SOOOO CUTE LAAA. 

mission save money. on going :)

Post No. 40

When old dreams don't come to realization, you know its time for new ones.


I finally got my timetable for 2nd semester sorted out. Free on Tuesdays and Fridays. Good thing bout being free on Fridays are that you'll always have a long weekend. Setting up this timetable actually makes me look forward to the coming semester. A fresh start perhaps. A promising start? Better not over think this again.

Monday. I shall go job hunting. Like seriously. I'm not gonna bum around for the next two months. tho I'd loved to. Need money. Too many wants.

I guess when you find it impossible to realize mental intangible dreams, its makes more sense for you to realize the physical, materialistic ones. cuz then you'll feel that you are actually something. in my opinion at least.
So, make money, buy things I really, seriously want, and be happy me.

I missed going to the park. Sitting on the greens, wind on face. Doing nothing. and good sun.

Post No. 39

It's my birthday today. and I am turning 20 this year. a big leap.19 to 20.

Birthdays are important to me no matter what most people around tells me.
'it's only birthdays, you'll have it every year, no big deal.'
It might be just another day to you, its a big day for me.
and for the record. please DO NOT say that line to me ever again.


It's a day where it's all about the birthday boy/girl. its a day where you get all the attention (most of it anyway). its a day when people you haven't spoke to for three million years speaks to you. it's a day where you'll see who are the ones that really cared and loved you. its a day for many wonderful things.

birthdays. you wait 364 days just for that one day. that one day when it is all about you.

I cared a lot for birthdays. If I love you enough I'll waste all my thoughts on you just to give you the best. I'll make an effort.

I get disappointed a lot I admit. I have the wildest imaginations and the highest expectation. often to find myself dreaming for the impossible. often to find myself dropped to ground zero. often asking myself why am I emo-ing when I can still still make the best of it, by myself.

A lot of people say that I need to learn. learn to be humble. learn to not make a big deal out of things. learn to give but not expecting a return.
I don't expect. I anticipate. I wish. I hope. there will be a return.

Post No. 38

便利帖子。我想我应该也是一个吧。
想用的时候，真的很好用。不想看到她的时候，一撕就脱手，没有值得留念的价值。


我不想当便利贴子。我想在你的心目中有一个固定的位子，一个你时时刻刻都重视的角色。

但，有可能吗？


傻瓜。别做梦了。自己的空虚，自己添补。再大的渴望只会带来再大失望。与其等别人的付出不如自己加油。
我自己靠自己。